Lifewhileliving

Life will never be the same
Gotta stop chasing the me
That lived carefree
Gotta learn how to live
Carefully
That spark that use to burn
Has lost its flame
Guess this what it means
To actually live
Moments of happiness
Live for just that
Can never be okay
Without a what if
Really over existing
In this realm
Take me back
Can I hit restart
Cause everything here
Taste tart
Cant say that
I knew this part would never come
Tired of explaining myself
Starting to loose my wealth
Not in dollar signs
But in life and time
What to I really want
Something you cant say out loud
Keep it inside
Let it fester
Eventually it will pass
You can plan
But whats for me will be
The cards will fall
Over-standing that no matter the choice
This will be
This is me


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