Re Vamping

Silhouettes are Shadows Understanding Shadows are a refection Of what we hide from The things no one See but they swear to know you But do you know you cant see The shadow without light In spit of what we think You gotta have the good with the bad

A question so easy to express...non the less afraid that I will say something wrong....all I can do is say how i feel...in something i cant detach from...what we are building is more then just a friendship...sailing through life...with no boat more like my my boie.. keep me a float...its your words that make me choke...to be left speechless is something that I'm not use too...but you make me selfishly want you all to myself...where will this take us I can say ....in Hope's you will stay in my world to the end...knowing that one day you will have the same love...but less time try to keep that in the frame...of the abstract picture we create...lust rolls off me when I think of how sexy and open your mind is....a love filled rollercoaster...a whisper in the wind...sunshining through the clouds... thoughts I keep to me...but you have a way of making me speak out loud...I'm not of a routine so I can only assume that you can keep up...understanding your not either....equally une...

Long day long night....trying to get the words just right...without causing fright...not close enough so you can see...outtta sight ...but never outta mind...unless I'm outta mine...cause sometime the words aren't enough...a small embrace or touch...understanding somethings are impossible pictures make my heart smile...for a while..peeping your style from miles away...Hiding myself from your beauty...not feeling my best...you want it raw ...but is it a test...reaching parts of me that I never knew would exist...you insist...I resist...trying to repair what's not broken....Could it be true...real is only real when real is revealed....are you like steel ...or will steal...parts of me cant be unleashed..so pardon my speeach... are you willing to learn...while I teach...or will you attempt to speak over me...thoughts over power and discomfort sets in ....find myself explaining myself again...trust me I want this to be a win win..

Melodies Back together The middle of the list Where I feel bliss Why do I feel like The words are meant Just for me Pretty Brown eyes Love in disguise Speak to me Tell me more Never insecure In the presence I am the present Cant help but wait Once upon a time But it has came Being Stingy Yeah its in me The words flow through me Like it was yesteryear Classics I cant another min Yet another lifetime will do Old music makes Me think of tender kisses Cause all this love is for you Trying to compose myself Cause being in love Is far for regular love Dont get to close Exposed Cotton Candy scents Music for love

Everyday is different Fight through the old To get to the new But whats new Whats right Whats wrong Honesty But how do I really be honest With me Even if it hurts Do I desert it Cover it up And drowned in my truth Or face it and leave it there Times seems to belong to everyone But me Where is my safe space My no judgment zone Silence and me Seem to be besties Cause if I said how I really feel Shunned Stunned Hurt Is what I will bring to others But what about me Trying to be selfish But I am naturally Selfless

New year new fears Baby coming Feelings changing Most are the same Consistency deserves consistency This still reigns true Im in love with me But that is new Understanding who I am And where I stand Understanding that no where I am still am a women So hear me roar I will continue to explore Endure the pain in which Love exist No longer resisting whats for me I set me free Fly with me Its easy you will see Life is what I make it So by the wings of the largest bird I will take it Create my own narrative So negativity is no longer allowed in my space