Re Vamping

Pet peeving Bobbing and weaving These things that dont seem to penetrate Trying to escape At the same time trying to say what's on my mind It's hard to explain When you try to measure my pain to your pain We are one in the same difference Same disease but two different prescription See cause I sit back and listen You act like you do Then so say the same thing Nigga a know what  2+2 equals Every ones life is different there are no sequels I know that everything is good or evil But all you niggas see is see through Trying to figure out life But I promise its lethal The only weapon you have is to breathe through Cant look for my equal Cause its impossible to do There is only one me But that's something you cant see through Blinded by the haze that Tommrrow will be a better day The lye in that will burn to your brains Surprised that you go that way But then again niggas is see through It's no way they can see you

Anxiety off the roof Ten years later I still sit here misconstrued Guess my puzzle will always Be missing pieces Looking deeper in to me Cause what I need Cant get it from he or she Looking in the wrong places Putting my faith in the wrong Person Its personal Only one has come close A trait I dont wanna pass But has been passed to me Looking in the looking glass All I see is me trying To break free Stop saying you can relate Cause you never be You will never feel Things that I will never expose I feel like Im being imposed on And not heard So I live my truth Mutely As I am mutilated Humiliated And belittled With the biggest smile Tears so shallow you see right through them My shell is the safest place to be So my shell it shall be

Passive aggressive Makes my ass itch Live for you they say Until it interferes wit there Happiness This is why I sit back And they have wa What they want Anit no need for me to Fight for what I want Cause does it really matter Manipulation I'm surrounded by Anxiety Clouds So I going my shell Nice dark and cold Just like some of the souls around me Guess I'm home Fear nothing because the light Always becomes dark No matter how tight the bandage is The sharks always smells the blood Head held high Cause I know If only for a moment I will fly 

Beautiful you are Love You keep telling me Silently You keep showing me Knowingly I love love And I can shake it Some might mistake it But regardless I have learned to Guard my heart less Cause its in the Best of the best Looking back no regrets My flow seems now to be At its best I confess That everything I wanted Is not what I needed Even though with my heart I begged and pleaded It to return me to the days Not understanding that these are The days I need I believe in fairy tales Just not the ones on TV Whats for me is for me.

My goodness My great My neck My back My legs Tired So much energy But where did it go Wasn't ready for this But at the end of this road Is a lifetime of bliss