WishIKnew

Fall so often
Am I doing this right
I cant really control
How I feel
My body isnt mine anymore
Cautious
Scared
They say stay calm
Just relax
But how
When I dont know
Trying not to think to hard
But the shakes have me scared
Not sure if I made a different decision
Would I be here
They say whats meant to be will be
But how do you know whats
Really meant for me
Blinded eyes could see
So much on my mind
Dont have time for naysayers
Fake love
And ones who dont really care
Trust I have my own scares
So they fall often
Try to catch them
Cause its tiring
Waiting for the rain so I can sit in it
Its easier that way
So much going on
Just wanna run away
Go astray
Dont have those options
So I just sit
And wait for the next
Good moment
And sit in it
For as long as it last



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